horse-demon

So selfish All of you are No care for others Especially not for me Seems I'm here for your good Nothing seems to concern my thoughts Nor my feelings I'm just the bit on the side Just here to keep you happy Fuck how I feel No one bothers asking me You alright? No That's ok then Amount of notice taken for my feelings Somewhat 0% As long as I'm enough to make you happy That will do for you My welfare feelings and health mean nothing to you Until I'm no good for what you want me for Then you hate me Suddenly I'm a disease Rather than dirt Why do you then hate me? When I a break down As that moment comes I can't tak

You don't care Here we go Back round Running the same circle Laughing crazy Crying hard Panicking to death Shaking like a leaf Trembling head to toe Anxiety running through us Depression seeping In through every crack Knives finding our hands Blades slicing our skin Shouting filling the air Anger polluting the atmosphere Violence killing the hope Trust shattering Bond slowly dying Care decreasing Belief extinguished Mortified emotion Dying inside out Personality's lost Will power extinct You see What we do to each other How we hurt each other So much so Ending our lives Seems so much easier The best way out

Love me? You say that you love me You say you will forever You promise me You cross your heart and hope to die I say I love you too I say I will forever I promise you too I will keep my promise You hold my hands You be my shoulder to cry on You hug me tight You hold me close I clutch your hands back I pick you up when you're down I squeeze you powerfully I never let you out my sight You gradually drift away You don't hold my hands often anymore You never hug me tight like you used to You don't hold me close now I ask you why I try holding your hands but yours don't grip mine I hug you like you used to hug me, it doesn't